July 13, 2005. Below is a line-by-line description of what this poem means, and what I was thinking when I was writing it. I wait for God to move in my life. I cannot move in this life on my own. Its hard to live not knowing the future. I can't always form the right words. I don't know where the future will take me. I can't see where I'm going. I don't always understand why certain things are happening. I don't always see God's work / sacrifice in my life. I shouldn't rest while I have work to do. Trusting until I'm dead. God gives me peace, even though I don't always understand. Trusting until I'm dead.
Here my soul waits in weakened patience,