Did I think it would slide by,
Past your ever-watching eye?
Did I think I could get away,
With this wretched stunt today?/
What inside of me decides,
To betray with hateful lies?
Did I make myself a fool,
When I let my words be cruel?
Can't I even go a day,
Without some harsh words to say?
Does every sound my tongue creates,
Have to drop with careless hate?
Is there any way to fix,
This wall I've built around with bricks?
Can someone come and knock it down,
So I can make a joyous sound?
Is there someone in the clouds?
That I can reach by screaming loud?
Can you save me from my own,
Great ambition to be disowned?